I flip, I turn n' I toss

I see not, what's so obvious

I sit upright, being anxious

The Killer silence had stretched

as thoughts were being etched

deep into my heart of hearts

missing not even a single part

what is that I want , I think

with wide open eyes that didn't blink

wrapping my arms against my thigh

i sit there searching my soul for reply

Is it the love or is it the ecstasy

that I desire? tell me, what is my fantasy?

with so many relationships around

and from all the people to whom I'm bound

My heart spoke to me -Listen my dear

which was out loud and clear

I neither desire ecstasy or love

as they don't last forever, thereoff

I hope to find, a mere - human touch

that draws a smile on the face, such 

that brightens each day with a rainbow color

in whose presence, life never seems like a labor

The touch that inspires me to be innocent

and makes me work towards greater achievement

nothing could satisy the soul in this very way

I learnt this art to satisfaction here today. 

                                                      ~ chetana. N