Question Maze - 3



Have you ever thought - Are you reacting the way you want to or how the circumstances want or is it any third person who's influencing your thoughts and actions?? What exactly is it supposed to be?? why is it with life that it could be anything and yet it had to be a certain way? All answers have a question but not all question with a certain answer? What exactly is a circumstance? Is it a situation that gives you an opportunity to be different from what you normally are?? or is it something that you can blame everything on?? If it's an opportunity then why not utilize it? if nothing else you can experience being different for better or worse... If better you'll never complain..if worse then you can always blame it on the circumstance... 


Sometimes I get this thought what do we gain out of life?? and what do we loose?? Life is more an experience i believe.. it doesn't matter if you actually gained anything or lost.. ultimately you leave this world empty handed.... but yes when you are here, you want all that which can keep you happy. Happiness isn't difficult to attain it is satisfaction that kills most of us.There is always a craving for more and more... Where do you know you have to stop and how do u know you still got to perceive....... ???? (I continue to perceive these thoughts..could someone tell me it's actually time to drop them and get back to some useful buisness... :P)

My Vote Story

With sleepy eyes and confused mind i managed to drop myself at the polling booth  sharp at 7 am. I was welcomed with a  surprise, people had queued up to vote!!! There were 5 separate rooms in which voting process had just begun and people were waiting for their turn. The arrangements were systematic and the security up tight. It didn't take any time to find in which of the rooms i had to vote (they had divided it based on the main's) I stood in my respective queue with only 4 people before me ( goes out to show that all people in my road are hardcore lazy in comparison to other main's where the queue had begun to seem never ending). As I stood there I realised I didn't know who the prospective candidates are... All I could remember were Krishna Byre Gowda from Indian National Congress (thanks to his sms campaigning and the Sunday afternoon disturbing speech by S.M.Krishna who campaigned for KBG at a near by ground with louder loud speakers) and Ananth Kumar from the Bharatiya Janatha Party. I was there without doing any homework before i could vote.. I was feeling ashamed...... this was the second time i was voting ( the first being last year's state legislative elections) and i didn't understand the responsibility in true sense. I went through the list of candidates that was put up for dud heads like me, with another surprise that awaited me.. the list consisted of 20 candidates!!! ( on the previous day talking to one of my friend i had displayed my negligence, by telling i didn't know who the candidates were and argued i would definitely know them well before i vote.. for which he had responded asking me to vote with the help of inki pinki ponki... the whole conversation flashed before my eyes.. his words hadn't appealed to me at all.. i had argued of not being irresponsible cos i was going to vote... but now i realised.. it's not about voting.. it's about knowing whom you are electing to be your representative..and if you are making the right choice.) I went through all the 20 names.. There were 2 women contestants from the constituency and 12 independent candidates !!! Few never heard party names were there too adding to my existing confusion. (did you know there's a party called Pyramid Party of India !!!!)and my eye balls widened when i read the famous Mr.Vatal Nagraj was also contesting from Bangalore South... By now it was my turn to vote.. i preferred sending my mom first that would give me an extra 1 minute to think about the prospective candidate i would like to vote.. i didn't even know all the candidates names right and here i was decided upon voting for one of them.. i was not sure on what basis i was casting my vote.. Nevertheless i voted on 23rd April 2009.... My careless vote now lies safe in the ballet box until the counting begins in may 2nd week.

RAINY DAY !!




This poem is dedicated to my sweetheart who's now a 'BIG GIRL' at the age of 4. She loves rain and she loves all bright colors, sometimes she pics an orange crayon and says she loves blueeee.... This one's for her with all my heart.


Warm sunny day faded
as the sky was invaded
with clouds that were jaded
drawing a picture shaded.
the cool southern wind aided
pearls from heaven were traded
to the earth they cascaded
with thunder and lightning chorded
a musical extravagance was created.



Fragile


It's a  fragile world and me a fragile self
see how i splinter when reality rubs 
like a coffee mug that's been dropped
or a plate that slipped out of the hand.

Mixed with the shattered bits of my soul
along side pieces of my heart n the trust it bore
I lay right there on the floor, calling out
which can be heard all over the contour.

Take a closer look at all the stains caused
they will tell you a story of pain n how it lasts
the darkest you can spot is the life I led
which brought me to this fatal edge.

Not love not hate but fear of future
alone brought me across such fate
here as this moment passes by
steam of my life shall evaporate.

All the lie that i wore for years
have been stripped off  by truth
forcing me to shed the glittering cover
feeling bitter I stand naked amidst all.

Drawing great courage from the mind
i confess the errors that i acted upon
my soul now has mellowed down
a humble me now awaits to be reborn.

                                                                     ~ chetana. N







Mixed Emotions


you were the one i wanted to be with
it was true to me and for you a myth
i hoped for it with all my faith
it didn't work out as planned, let's face it.

You now hold me responsible for this
i was there waiting along with my sis
i did enjoy the day without a miss
if we had met then i would describe it "BLISS"

Bitchology



A Perfect Video for all sexy bitches out there .. !! ( sorry for my diction but this expressed in any other words would never match up)

This video makes all the more sense if you have been called a bitch off-late. so why fear? look back into the eyes of the person who called you so... and say "Yes, I'm the perfect bitch".




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