Showing posts with label experience. Show all posts
Showing posts with label experience. Show all posts

Yummy Vegetable Soup

Happy days - Happy nights

It's been almost an hour I'm not able to come up with words to express my feelings yet it very important to record this date .. this time .. (6th may 2011  : 3:15 pm) as it is the most precious and the most happiest.

Can't think of more to say... I'm experiencing euphoria presently....

Cross Road Ahead

Have seen the movie Crossroads ? Yeh, the one that starred Britney Spears ( Awesome songs but pathetic movie, not a single scene to tell you a touchy tale). I can feel being laid on crossroad in my life presently..  now why so( everyone close to me know it very well.. )Let's get to the point .. so what does one do when they find themselves at Crossroads in life ? One can say treat it as any other journey of life, it's easier said than done. Being there holding on until you strike the right opportunity to let go of all that you own to gain all that you dream off can scare anyone. But again, you ought to do what you ought to do in life, regrets can't fill the void created by an opportunity missed.

Who am i fooling here, it's me who needs all this lecturing to keep my mind sane why am i serving it to you? (over the years i guess my mind responds better to the preachings i rather read than those i tell myself personally, this is more for me and less for you) Life will always throw you at crossroads, be wise to decide where you wanna head because where you head to is not where you shall land. Never loose heart, be determined to fight all along. As said by a great man - " Be sure to put your feet in the right place and then stand firm".

What happens ahead is yet unknown . . . . .  Will gladly share more of my joys and sob stories soon ...

Alternate Heaven







dark sensation

The easiest chocolate fudge recipe i could ever come across, this is not just easy to make but super tasty. I've used pista for the nuts, you could get creative and add peanut butter, caramel, almonds,passion fruit, strawberry or anything that you fancy. Click here for the recipe




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Liberated By Rain

22nd April 2011 took a ride around the city as it poured heavenly. The experience was one of its kind and it had been a long long time since i experienced such a high adrenaline rush. It could have proved to be fatal but like said - What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.





The soul doesn't think without a picture. The pictures captured by the eyes are no competition to the ones the camera can capture, the experience shall live within me for long 

Ugadi Wishes







Love Notes

A lot has been going on since i last wrote, took a trip out of town (sorry for the no photographs, didn't carry my camera), then there was another of those birthdays where i turned a year older and then the days turned sickening and now we are being visited by st. valentine. (though not a firm believer of this day, i wish it's worth making yourself feel special no matter what the reason be). Couldn't pool in time to write a poem to dedicate to all my beloved. lemme write a last minute note at least ..

I can't think of words to describe, you make life a lot easier for me Dad


You are loved, honored,respected,treasured,adored,cherished and we long for you Mom


Despite the tiff's we have on a daily basis, I love you a lot to take them seriously Rashmi


How do i say? I respect you but i'm still finding reasons to love you Ajji


Hey Ruh n Rum .. I'm not missing on you guys, i wanna say I LOVE U, you're the solid stones who've sunk into my heart


I wanna take this time and chance to say YOU have been wonderful to me,reading all that i write( i would hug you if not for the limitations on internet) Love Ya ...


snacky story




 I never knew Samosa's were such a easy snack to make(not just to eat :P :P ) .. Decided would make them and before i knew they were ready to eat(hot home-made samosa's) Click here for the RECIPE.

Just be careful as you work your way with the hot oil (no splattering or burning yourself, it's too much of pain)

Christmas Culinary

My parents are back in Bangalore, and it's family time again after Deepavali (so what if i'm Hindu and it's Christmas today the celebrations are back into action). A brief delicious lunch (food always makes any occasion special !!) and loved ones to share it with makes a great combination.



Mint Rice (click here recipe)


Kheer 

My New Hookup

Yes, this is my new hookup since i got the microwave oven about 2 months ago. Experiment is the order of the day for me. Here i'm putting up pics of one such interesting experiment today. The recipe has not yet been uploaded in simple cooking(my cooking blog), i will as soon as clean my hands ( :P)


Honey and Oatmeal Perfectly baked cookies (crisp n crunchy) (for the holiday season, i can't believe i'm turning west.. all credits to my sis and NT) 

 

Happie bir dai

Today my kid sister turns 21, there's no one more happier than me(that's what i like to believe). She's always the cutest and the most playful toy i could have asked for. We have had some wonderful times laughing, arguing, fighting and saying sorry. We have stood as witness to each other's life along all roads. Today i want to dedicate this beautiful poem to her, just to let her know how much i love her.. 



How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Sunday Retreat





Morning Breakfast ( channa masala with puri)








Evening Snacks Channa Alu masala puri



young Woman








There comes a time in a young girls life,
When she begins to start growing up.
It's a time when you need to let her go,
And trust that she'll take the right path.
Now is when she needs you most.
She needs your trust,
And she needs your love.
The closer you try to pull her in, 
The further away she'll go.
She's growing up..
So let her go.








Life is sweet, colorful, challenging, a channel for discovery and innovation, it's a gateway to where one wishes to be. Being young only adds to the enthusiasm. The support one gets could make a difference in what they conceive  life to be. A strong support is one which is very flexible - as the support is always there but never stiff on your back. 




As colorful the life can get, the right balance is very important to keep it beautiful !!

Dark Deepavali

This is my first post where i'm not gonna use any kind of generalization, it's purely a personal experience and i like to leave the rest of the world out of this. Today is supposedly deepavali, a day filled with happiness and craziness . I expected to have spent it with my family but turns out except for me no one else is excited.



To begin with - the clothes i had shopped for everyone weren't liked much. (good each has their own taste when it comes to dressing probably i tried to get them into something they weren't comfortable). Then comes the cleaning and decoration - I'm the only one doing it, like i live alone in this duplex house. The kitchen is a mess, the rooms are at their worst despite having them cleaned yesterday.The chocolates i made for gifting purposes are only half wrapped, why ? cos i have only wrapped the one's i will be handing over.not the one's my sis will handing off.I forgot to take the divas out from where they are stacked all year through and they aren't out yet, forget about washing and cleaning them to be used in the evening. The puja room is not cleaned, the god's haven't taken a bath.There is a war going on to decide what needs to be cooked for lunch (sure there's not gonna be a sweet cooked), not to forget the breakfast was bought from the nearest restaurant!! I have more on my list of NOT COMPLETED PROJECTS but i guess i'll leave them. ( they aren't that important).

Now i'm confused am i doing right by pulling myself out of the situation but then i have no kids at home (everyone is older than me, the only one younger to me is my sis, who's soon to be 21) they gotta act like adults, just because i shoulder the responsibility doesn't mean it becomes my duty !! I feel like - everyone's gotta a life except for me henceforth like a looser i do all the house chores like a maid. (a maid who doesn't get paid). A little help is all i ask, is that too much to ask? I don't stay at home all day, i got my own responsibilities away from home too. I don't wanna be tied down at home with all the chores. I wanna live like everyone else. If only i knew whom i could blame all this on, i would feel a lot better - is it my mom's deteriorating health ? my dad's being away all the time ? my granny who feels it's her time to rest and relax now? or my sis who lives in a world of her own and have no time to spare ?  Am i the only looser who's got the time, strength and willingness to be the LOOSER i am !!  

Be it right or be it wrong , I've made this decision no more chores for me. No more I'm gonna spend my time for someone else, my time is for me and for the benefit of me only.

Reasons For Deepavali

Deepavali being just 2 days away, sure all of you have finalized on your gifts, sweets, decoration, lights(diyas).
My preparations are speeding up, this is a very special deepavali mostly because i'll be spending it with my family and more so ever as i'll be with family after about 2 months.



Deepavali to me is simply "An Array of Lamps".

Let me give you guys 6 Reasons as to why we celebrate Deepavali -

1.According to Ramyana, this very day Rama returned to Ayodhya along with Sita , Lakshman and Hanuman after the victory over Ravana and lights were lit to welcome them.

2.It is also believed that during the SamudraMathanam, goddess Lakshmi emerged out of the ocean on this very day (hence probably lakshmi pooja is performed by most buisness class).

3.In the Bhagavad, it is mentioned that Lord Krishna killed a demon named Narakasura, on account of which NarakaChaturdashi is observed.

4.BaliChakravarthi is believed to visit his subjects on this auspicious day after being pushed to the PatalaLoka by Vamana. Lights are lit to welcome him.

5. Mahabharatha denotes this day to the return of Pandavas from their Agnathavasa (12 years of banishment). It is believed, Pandavas celebrated this day by lighting a lamp.

6. This very day King vikramadithya (of the vikram Bethal fame ) was crowned / coroneted.


This Deepavali let's light lamps pledging to spread the light of knowledge and to move away from the darkness called ignorance.

P.S. - In case you know any other story, please feel free to share it with me and everyone else.

My oven

It's been a week since i got home a microwave oven. I have purchased an LG convection microwave (30 l). So i get to cook, grill and bake with it. With a new equipment at home, i'm all excited to cook more than ever. I'm putting up a few pics of my microwave oven and my endeavor with it. You can find the recipes i try out with my lovable oven at MY BLOG as and when i put them up.



Liar



Shallow me, shallow my lies
i bet you read it in my eyes
under my skin, under my bone
you wonder - into what I've grown!

In truth i always lie to you
I lie , I lie again - so true
deceiver, dissembler but wise
every lie is a sin, i realize.

This can't be termed betrayal
as i recreate your portrayal
as you sow, so you reap
but wish i don't hurt you deep.

                                           ~ chetana.N









 

Life of purpose


ಎಲ್ಲೋ ಹುಡುಕಿದೆ ಇಲ್ಲದ ದೇವರ
ಕಲ್ಲು ಮಣ್ಣುಗಳ ಗುಡಿಯೊಳಗೆ
ಇಲ್ಲೇ ಇರುವ ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಸ್ನೇಹಗಳ
ಗುರುತಿಸದಾದೆನು ನಮ್ಮೊಳಗೇ

ಹತ್ತಿರವಿದ್ದು ದೂರ ನಿಲ್ಲುವೆವು
ನಮ್ಮ ಅಹಮ್ಮಿನ ಕೋಟೆಯಲಿ
ಎಷ್ಟು ಕಷ್ಟವೋ ಹೊಂದಿಕೆ ಎಂಬುದು
ನಾಲ್ಕು ದಿನದ ಈ ಬದುಕಿನಲಿ

ಎಲ್ಲಿದೆ ನಂದನ ಎಲ್ಲಿದೆ ಬಂಧನ
ಎಲ್ಲ ಇವೆ ಈ ನಮ್ಮೊಳಗೇ
ಒಳಗಿನ ತಿಳಿಯನು ಕಲಕದೆ ಇದ್ದರೆ
ಅಮೃತದ ಸವಿ ಇದೆ ನಾಲಿಗೆಗೆ

                                         ಜಿ. ಎಸ್. ಶಿವರುದ್ರಪ್ಪ.

Makes me wonder what was going on in the mind of G.S.Shivarudrappa when he was penning this master piece. The search one goes through in a lifetime finding answers to many questions that are constantly stirred in the mind is immense. Then there is a moment when effortlessly you just have answers to all questions, when one comes across such a moment (and he/she is a poet at heart) then, one can pen in such marvelous work.


All the paths in life lead you, none holding you back if you experience any set back it exists in your mind. Mind is the wonderful master and the worst slave, the very understanding and the very compelling,the inculpable delinquent. As long as you don't get confused and mix up - all around you is beautiful and sweet. The wise realize everything dwells in oneself and the search beyond is insignificant.


The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. 


http://www.caswath.com/gallery/audio/ello-hudukide.mp3
click on this link to hear this poem being sung by the unbeatable C.Aswath
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/G._S._Shivarudrappa
Click on this link to know more about G.S. Shivarudrappa.







Eternal sunshine of the Spotless Mind






This is inspired by the movie  by the same name eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, starring Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet. The genre is Romantic/Comedy, though i'm doubtful about the comedy part (seriously!!).



The branches swing to the wind
the flowers sing with the bees
in their divine self they find
an admirer with such ease.

The mountains and the heaven above
the sunlight clasping the earth
They are distinct yet in love
such sweet emotions forming a girth.

Time plays it's wicked games
slowly the love is it's slave
once beautiful is now in flames
sending all memories to the grave.

Erasing a smile wrecks the heart
reminding you of the very beginning
but the decision is made and you need to part
as the differences are winning.

It's a new day, a new start 
you know not what's in your past
determined to find a thriving heart
you meet her again at last.

All that's gone is the thought
which could be considered only a part
as it's essence is present 
sealed in the tenderness of the heart
  

holding your hands, turn the page
leading us to where we are meant to be
in true love we both engage
like the moonbeams kissing the sea.





                                                     
                                                     ~ Chetana.N


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